this is by far one of the most stressful reading weeks ever. i dont really know what i'm doing half the time; it just seems that i need to go through the motion of memorizing and practicing and praying that what i studied will come out in the exams. ultimately, no matter how difficult it is, everyone is going to get through it. whether it turns out to be an excruciating process, or a bittersweet one, the decision entirely lies with us. one day, we're gonna look back and reminisce the days where we attended lectures, had lunch together and crammed for our exams...just these nitty bits that made up our near 20 years of school life. we are going to miss these moments.